Feeling Stranger

we been long time didnt sms each,
today i sms u, when we talk just can feel u dislike touching phone anymore...

hmmm.... been read ur blog as well... i feel u more lonely... i feel to hug u quiet

u make til urself much more lonely...

why my sweet heart choose this way...

i noe money really important with...

but now u become money more important than love even take over ur soul

bee i hope u can return to our warm house...

i rather u back... dont wan u cold at outside...

tomorrow i date her out for lunch,

to take back our memory

1st anniversary ring

couple picture

and two watch

ring i wan take back is i wanna wear it tell other i'm marry

couple picture is keep inside my wallet

two watch is i wanna have the feel she beside me

cause she wear before touch before

hope tomorrow we wont quiet 

at least she talk to me and asking me

if not i scare i will wanna hug her and ask her back again...

cause i  over love her... until i can stay behind and protect her

am i stupid???

yes i am, this the one who call kelvin tan chin hock

why i wanna do this???

cause i wan bring her back home once again

but she wan alone???

yes i noe, but i wan give her warm again

but u noe wont success right???

yes i noe, at least i try all my best

why???

no why, just love her

all this question my friend keep asking me...

they just telling me...

this girl will be regret tat giving up this guy who call kelvin tan chin hock

but i tell them

i'm the one who wrong,

just noe how to earn money

without care my wife,

let her alone staying at house lonely until she really need me

where am i???

working, sleep

i such a fucker, u all noe it???

i'm not a good boyfriend tat wat she love...

should i slowly let her go???

cause i noe she wont back again T.T

i telling myself alot time

wat should i do???

dont view her facebook???

i cant do it, i miss her much, over care

dont find her???

i cant i wan noe wat she doing now.

dont date her???

maybe

why???

i scare i face her, she turn much more stranger T.T

do u heart pain???

yes, but i rather she hate me more

bee i always waiting for u to come back.

i really wanna chase u back

i wan....i wan....i wan....

we been leave each other for 8 days

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