a life with a lie

yesterday i sleep and dream always
is same dream appear
when i call u, u like feel i'm annoying ...
soorry for disturb
when i listen u say got alot person chase u,
tat time my tear straight drop,

today my god sis sherene chin help me collect between me and urs picture gather and create as lavender memory

i so thankful to her,
summore she only the one noe my all background^^

my life will have u deeply my heart,
i secretly love u better than we together ba^^

this is the last thing i noe

even i think if one day u sex with future bf, husband
i think they touch u hug u kiss u,
a body belong to me, been touch by others

all this pain, came to my heart

but i noe i cant change anymore^^

only can is shut up and blind

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