a promise that i cant carry on

i worry really worry
izzit i will turn back last 3 years tat u never meet me before tat life???

today i suddenly bust out my soul
i keep nightmare and nightmare

i dont noe how to release my stress,
i dont noe how

today i back from work
i drive to crazy fast
200 plus,
15 min reach klang house,

i so wanna let car bang me,
at least i can "sleep"
how i wanna keep on going???

i wan u lock me and control me
mummyT.T
i really miss tat u love me tat feeling, worry me, kiss me, hug me, everything u did to meT.T

huhuhuhu

feel wanna break promise,
so wanna give up,
i wan drink, i wan club, i wan race, i wan smoke, i wan drug,

all i also wan....
i wan turn much more bad life

but i cant, i keep pray for the ring, i must hold it,

but i cry... huhuhuhu

work stress
love stress

i cant give up u ever
caues no one can replace u...

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