today sms my wife whole day

today morning i wake than prepare go work le than baby wake sms me lol.. than i drive car also sms her work also sms her but late reply lol.. than night also same than leh hehehe baby tell me grandma wan move house again lol... so worry her carry heavy thing again.... than i keep think no mood make tea or learn thing le... but got remember la.... wat they teach la... than i sms her lol... she say she cycling 45min from damansara to her ah yi house tats far de lol.... than more worry is she say got alot bangala chase her all that... so scare they kick the cycle than she fall than wat happen all tat lol.... worry like hell lol... tat time i hear tat my face become white lol... cause heart feel tired le lol... maybe is she tired le lol... than i suddenly no energy le... feel sleepy like this but not feel sleeping lol.. than leh i sms her all tat an xin a bit bit only lol... than i when back home sms her also... tat time rain heavly lol... than leh i drive slow cause sms baby if drive fast she sure pinch my face de lol.... so leh better slow and safe wakakaka... than imagination she hold my hand play my finger cause we sms got say bout playing all tat hehehe so happy o yah forget say one most important thing tat is i at shop i on a artise song hehee is baby and my memory de hehee.... YIRUMA song o... hehehe i mop floor and clean shop i keep smile hhahaha cause hor alot memory with her de from first day til now wahhhh wanna 100 days le lol... sweet thing happy thing jealous thing sad worry hurt cry all tat all come to my brain so happy first time got so many sweet thing with a girl and love her deep also without her i will ki xiao de leh than she sms tell me when camp tat time dont noe can sms all tat or not... than i har.... she say scare me go find girl all tat... but i say true de i wont and i wan sms her sommore she first time go camp this actvite... i more worry lol.... than she keep huhuhu lol so i scold her hggggg who call her ah say me find girl wow.... i so love her until ki xiao le lol... worry sure is like hell le... miss sure is wan go heaven le lol i say le i love a girl is forever tat is u... i wont hurt or do wrong thing behind her tat is u... u unhappy i try make u happy lol all i wan u is safe happy and xin fu lol... muaksssss sha gua ben tan chun tan hggggggggg so love u le la baby so so so so so so so so so so so so so so misssssssssssssssssss uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

today so miss her when workiing

today morning i go eat with my brother in law and his family than we go work lol... cuase he fetch me ma... than leh i think mom until as sleep lol... too miss her lol we always will whole day sms de lol....than now only can sms 5 hour only mean 7 to 2 lol... than i wan everyday listen her voice only an xin but hor she very playful lol... like yesterday keep say me is pondan all tat... still say chou ah gua lol.... so bad... than i wait michelle until 2.42pm only go eat my lunch lol... just long time didnt see her le just ask her go out eat lol... so leh this few days can ask her go out eat le if not ah follow my fren sure go subway de lol.. eat roti haiz.... until scare jor lol... so ask her go eat than we go eat hor i can say in my life i never eat "so" nice de wan tan mee lol... "nice daoooooo pek cek" than i eat till half go eat kfc hahaha....than i go play basket ball tat time i go find all the handphone shop all dont hv rm5 cause i help lao po top up ten i top up hotlink ten than summore need help michelle pay the food first... than i just think not enough so i go top up 5 lol "mane tahui semue pun tac ede" bm dont noe correct or not cause my fren love to say de hahahhaa... all also dont hv all is 30 =="' only 7 eleven got 10 haiz.... than go lol... find dao raining... so i go back shop take newspaper fold like umbrella hahaa.. my fren see le also say wahhhh... cause i very geng using paper do a thing tat i wanna do de... so i take alot newspaper make lol make till finish i think half and hour gua... than i take it go try and see will how... than i try wahhh really can wow wont break all tat.... than i straight take my beg go lol... reach skul the rain hv stop than i walk til basketball court wahhhh i first ting is xia dao lol... all of them run to me and keep shout ah pek we so miss u... than girl hug me wahhhh zuan dao.... but leh is teacher la hahaha... i teach her play de hahaha.. half sport teacher hgggg geng leh ahhahaa.... cause she just 23 yrs old only she is my moral active fast teacher mean is teaching super fast and very active wont bored de hahaha... than leh we play lol but hor heart tat time keep think where can buy rm5 digi.... i think dao bao cause miss lao po deep deep le lol.... i just no mood play lol.. too miss her le uhuhu... than i feel thanks she support me alot and love me... i also very glade i have a wonderful wife....than rain again... i play my fren phone than watch naruto movie lol... than start miss lao po again... so call her lol... listen her voice so happy hahaha.. until sweet dao bao de lol.. than call for while someone call her go do house thing le... than until back home reach le around 8 some argue with mom scold without reason about car thing... than i angry up keep quite drive car go top up only dont care her so much than back home sms baby until now loh but she sleep at 2.04am hehehe... cause i still need prepare thing for tmr but not go out la... is wanna check the yakult got problem or not lol... hehhee so now can sleep lol... just feel whole day can miss a girl like hell lol.... love her so deep she also same with me de hehehe... love u lao po wo hao ai ni muakssssssss dont forget eat k and drink water.... if rain dont go out le... and bring jacket along with u cause daddy miss u :P hehehe... muaksssss wo hao xiang ni... muaksssssssssssss

today miss her again^^

today i from morning until noon is very free but baby dont wan disturb u wan me go do work... i bored til feel sleepy but the most thing i feel wanna do is go see her and go fetch her back skul lol... so i ask my fren can monday and sunday give me off cause monday can teman my baby ya... hehe than leh most happy is every night can hear her voice but dont noe why keep no topic talk hmmm.... maybe need she talk about her thing to me gua fren ah or thinking all tat lol.. cause i can say i alot thing have been told her alot le.... happen all tat but now leh she keep alot thing with me le tat is hurt fall all tat... haiz... sometime really worry her lol work also worry her cause she never take care and becareful nicely de lol... always hit here and there haiz... sometime she will dizzy or no feel well most scare is her stomach pain lol... cause she pain up just keep quite haiz... this baby really noty alot le lol... always tell her got anything happen must tell lol.. never de last time will now wont le haiz... see noty or not... 100% rite hehehe... she sometime will talk with her fren and gan ge lol... cause this few day i work haiz..... so hope can beside her and talk with her... so i plan next week go her house sleep 3 hour than go back home just wan give her an xin and warm sweet....^^ hehehe cause she say never try b4 so just give her try for it lol... heheehe but i wont noty next week cause need serious help her choose shirt and cloths go shopping with me ^^... hehehe i wan give her one day happy than one day lol hehehe.. but i try my best talk more topic with her if not she talk with me sure bored lol... heheehe hmmmm today work just like normal lol happy bored all tat... just tmr plan go play with my fren basketball lol... but b4 tat sms my baby and teman michelle go eat at 2.30 pm lol... hmmm scare mummy worry so leh better eat abit lunch only go play hehee.... tmr just wan make a tea for michelle drink let her try and see lol... than leh 13/11 wan plan a surprise give baby hehee... a thing she keep say dont wan de very big de... and maybe i just will bring shoes and the shirt for her first later 2 item lately only give her lol... scare heavy lu hehee.... wahhhh lucky is at pyramid if not ah hahahaa... not need take also can le hahaaha... but plan go see movie dont noe wan how to take tat thing to her really big lol... hahaha and i make 39 paper folding mummy also do 39 star all inside go wish but my wan is same la but all is wishish hahaah... write chinese dont let baby noe wat i write wakkakaa... mostly is sweet word gua i think so hahaa.. cause only use one colour gua just haven do hehee... only take one day can finsih le than another thing need go buy only can ahhaha but see her star look how big first if really big than i wont go buy tat thing surprise at there le cause i need to put this two folding paper into a thing... special de is make by our hand de so i wan she keep it lol... than leh mostly wan is she happy la hehee... so go watch movie just wan sweet with her so i didnt plan wan watch just wan she can beside my lying on me cause 5 day didnt nicely sms le lol... tat 5 days is i work lol.. so need use cinema come and sweet with her lol... hehhehe if not she sure shy de if i kiss or do anything at shopping centre lol....but must pei her first hehee... pei til she dont wan so i plan is pei her go around the pyramid just scare i dont hv energy so i everyday hehehe gym lol... cannot say wat time if not sure kill me or scold me de hehee... than i go run every heeheh.... blek.... so leh hor try to make me fit a bit and more energy lol.. mummy de first time must give her very hard to forget ma blek hahaha... cause she only wife i love wat so must give out some thing only go return with xin fu and happy face ma hahaha... rite or not baby hehhehee... muaksssss daddy noe u miss me but daddy sure miss u so i rest that time i hug u with my heart lol i grap it lol..... until ask for go do work than i only stop lol hehhee... so when i reach home eat bath liao baby say wan me hug tight all tat so i grap my heart think i hug her tight and use all my energy than mummy say go moving but i dong noe real or not la... i just do it only hehehe^^..... than we call until 2++am than she only go sleep cause she got exam lol... she also tired le lol... so ask her go sleep ehhehee... than tmr help her top up than chat with her hehehe... cause tmr morning only got one new worker need traning so i not need train her just ask my fren train her lol.. easy ma hahhaa... than baby de leg bleed haiz... hand bongkak haiz,... next time must buy iron t shirt pant for her le wont danger somemore a bit heavy just she safe i an xin can le hehehee.... if not ah my heart jump like heaven hahaha,,, tat is much more faster than she hug lol... scare she fanger ah alll tat heehehe... but i noe she wont have anything happen but she my wife mouth say wont worry or ok but heart still worry like hell lol... dont noe why... i only noe is i love her tooooooooooooooooooooooooooo deep le lol..... until not need say not need meet also can feel it hehehe^^.... not kua zhang lol is true de hehehe.... muakssssss baby LAO PO I LOVE U MUAKSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS HEHEHEHE most love u in this world in this heart world all around the world earth sky all is over ur love le... mean deep dao can go through sun le lol.. hahhaha mean how hot also still will love u one day deep than another day so i can say my heart is billion million thousand hundered and ten deep le lol hehhehehe......... love u baby today if tired go sleep k than wake sms daddy k^^ love u hug u sleep togethher now off 9 hehehe^^ muakssssssssssssss

i just drop few drop tears in front com T.T

hmmm today i early morning have been wake around 7.00am cause need go work le... than 7.30am i plan 11 sms to my lao po... cause i'm sure she will busy and bored lol.. than i plan every one hour ask her to read once... but i straigh send to her 11 sms la hahaha... tat time i noe she sure all read finish once at a time hahaa... than leh i reach shop le firstly cook and remember all the code walao got alot de lol hahaha... i remember til sot liao hahaa.. but wei le my baby hehee cause her +u i sure must do on it haha.. than my fren shock dao wahhh u so fast remember all ah than i say ok lets start now... give me ten diffrent drink exam me now... 16min finish all hahaha.. than i fail cause i take 25.5min hahaha...... than i start again... haahaha this time i break his record ahahha he diam diam go back do his thing hahaa.. than i at cctv there keep do pig face and shake body and sing song yeah i win him haahhaa.... than he come again challege me again... than i say ok 20 cup diffrent drink k^^ so he deal le... so we must at 24 min finish all drink sure is imposible la... the point is wan see who win ma... than leh we start but this time he use his own way i use he teach me de another way... than i dont noe when create a new way more faster than him wakakkaka.... that tis take all the tea put to each cup than faster add hot water than close all the cover shake on it... wkakkaa than add liquid sugar wakakkaa.... than i done he only at number 18 only wakakka.. little bit bit only hahaahaa.....but tat time just noon time le i think my baby le huhuhu until crazy but got my 11 sms sure can make her happy de hehee.. sure say me sha gua or 38 wakakkaa.... but hor i just read her blog i cry le... she more tired than me lol.. huhuhu... still wan teman me haiz... sha gua baby... mackssss love u baby... hug u hehhee... if i early read ur blog i sure ask u go sleep no matter u say wat lol... than i cry le lol... until now i dont noe happy or sad lol.. she carry thing summore dont noe who fetch her back home haiz more worry... cause she didnt sms me until 5 sum only reply my sms... tat time no mood do work le lu... just damn worry lol huhuhu.... if i beside her more good le lol... haiz.... baby must eat lol.. daddy heart pain le lol... one hand also can do work another hand can eat lol... huhuhu dont keep work work work ma... i noe alot thing to do lol... just take care and eat ma huhuhuuhu..... and ur hand promise me must take care de lol... ur hand is let me hold de lol cannot hurt all tat de lol... now chop dao le didnt tell me T.T daddy cry til dont noe wan say T.T dont say me sha gua lol... is really pain lol... take care nicely ma... muakssss... if not come stay with me k.... 13/11 i sure pei u til u dont wan cause daddy less teman u le lol... and daddy tuesday work til friday or saturday but 13/11 is for u de so didnt go work .... but leh hmmmm.... mummy must take care nicely k if not daddy dont wan sek u de lol ok^^ hehehe muckssssss mucksssssssss muckssssssss mucksssssssss mucksssssssss muckssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss love u and hate u didnt take care nicely urself hgggggggggg blek huai tan yiiiiiiiiiiii hug u sleep le lazy off 9 le hehee.. hug hug muskssssss

tmr is my first day work le

tmr 12 o'clock need go there work le... but early morning dont noe wan do wat hahaa.... so long didnt work scare not biasa but just now baby have give me +u le ehehehe i so happy hehee... but i also +u for her exam hhehee... cause tmr is history hahaa... she most hate de cause easy sleepy hahaha..... but hor most important thing is i wan make til very good hehhee.... so leh i write story lu.... 11/11 cant go out tiem hahaa... so need wait til 13/11 cause baby fren birthday hehee.. so will go sunway tat day i sure wont go class le but my baby wan go and see for it so i sure will bring la hahha.... just hor i wan wait is tat day need pei my baby at shopping centre leh aiyoyo heehe dont noe wan how cause scare red face ulululululululu @.@ hahahha

just noe my baby happy happy can le yahooo:P hehhee... today just write short cause my wife still at bed wait me hug hug de leh hahhaa... if not she sleep til not an xin wakakkaka :P muaksssss love u baby... hope the god protect her nicely and give her the most good healthy hahaa.... muaksssssssssss love u my sweet wife lao po hehehehee..... o ah today she go tell her fren bout out thing i get shock face red like hell lol... hahaha but i tell her i red a bit only :P hahaha if not she say me cute later more red than tat hahahaa wakakakaa..... muaksssss wat think leh u all not need noe only me she her all best fren noe can le wakakkakaa.......

yesterday is i most happy day lol

yesterday i call mummy ask for go out eat... than i ask her mom also... firstly i very no hope can go de lol... than she take all her brave go ask we both also noe the answer is no lol... than leh hehehe... she say her mom say yes ok... wow that time we both damn happy leh hahaa... so miricar lol than i jump up than shout YAHOOO!!! little bit hit dao wall lol me hahaha...than i go fetch them go subang eat... tat time i walk fast cause scare will hold her hand lol cause biasa liao lol... but we both us frenship go out de lol... but walk tat time she with her mom talk tat time i in shop le lol... than her mom say i wierd and dont trust me lol all tat bla bla bla... but tat time i noe she sure no mood all tat le lol than leh we eat til half she bu xiao xin kick dao my leg hahaha... i keep look at here... than she a bit red le her face... tat time i so shy until ear red red she keep look at me hahaa... but i dont dare look at her cause her mom keep look at me lol... so so so gan jong lol... but until go back tat time rite... she sms me say her mom dont love me and say next time dont ask her out again... tat time my tear out le... but i noe mummy out also le lol.. heart sure very pain but tat time i wan make her got mood but tat time i so so sad first time let her mom think i'm a lier haiz.... why everyone will think like tat.... why my life always tis thing happen argggggggggggg...... now i just wan be normal le lol.... than leh hmmm.. midnight i go her house again... but this time not at car o..... hehhehe kekekekke guess at where???? hehehe never guess dao de... cause i also cant guess it ahhaa is at room man... i first time leh go her room and is lying on bed hahaha.... than leh she give me her most important thing first time leh ahhaa... i also shock dao ahahahaa... than sweet lovely pretty and nice memory and before wan go out her room i pei pei her hahaha... sure always think she heavy but not lol... tat time if is at noon i sure got alot energy cause tat time i also tired le also got a bit sleepy hehee... but pei her tat time so xin fu hehee... she first time let person pei hehee... than leh we hug all tat hahha... so great heheehe but i can say is i really love her till 102% over 100% leh hahaha.... do u noe why??? cause this is ming zong zu ting ma :P hehehe baby i love u o.... sorry tmr cant teman u and go find u uhuhuhu cause mom sick le and her hou long no sound le so i need take care her lol... than tuesday work haizz..... muaksssss love u baby dady if can go find sure is saturday or friday le lol... haiz.... muakssss love u baby wish ur exam good and hope the god give u pass all test hehe... daddy always inside ur heart so mean tmr daddy de heart also will follow u go school hehehe^^

hmmm mummy STUPID:p

do u noe why i say she stupid cause she is super dumb shy gal tat i love deep hehee... she always cant believe her heart feel de... and also blur blur love me... but i can her.... HEY I REALLY LOVE U DE K!!!!! MY HEART NEVER PUT U AS FREN OR GF IS WIFE K!!!! AND LISTEN CAREFUL U WAN BE WITH ME FOREVER BUT I WAN IS MILLION FOREVER LOL..... IF NOT ALSO WONT SO STUPID TELL U MY STORY MY FUTURE PLAN AND OUR FUTURE ALSO... I DONT CARE THEY SAY LOVE MY MONEY I NOE U LOVE MY HEART CAN LE... OTHER THAN TAT WHO CARE.... THIS IS THE POWER I LOVE U MA HAIYO..... BEN TAN....

k now say my thing le... today i really plan wan go see her de... at mid night... but i see her tired and not feeling well rather choose 26/10/09 go see her better... cause i worry til cant sleep le lol... so worry her... i rather teman de phone beside and take care her using heart than everything i also an xin a bit... but is not real at least can use heart to feel her lol...tmr she holiday but she got exam i see her exam time everytime wake up study for while i also very happy le... i always call her take a A back cause i wan she study only cause... she alot day didnt go skul le lol... i scare she dont noe anything always at class sleep like pig with chris her best fren lol... so worry her and her knowledge but leh say until love is pro la say until ours love like dumb la... but got my truely heart i sure i will love her forever this i really wan... and i most wan say de is her fren chris say my bad word no wonder i morning sneeze til wake up hgggg :P hahaha no la kidding hahaa... just sneeze once only and and and hor i sure i normal la... normal til love amanda... if i not love her i wont tell my fren that only girl i love pls dont disturb our love i noe this my lover noe le... so leh hor... other thing dont talk so much la... i just noe love her only other just wan give her happy only... cause i never sad when be with her lol.. i only is feel great... she shy i hug and be active more... be myself more... but sometime promise is must do it... sometime hard also de... cause her wish so i must make on it lol.. somtime say but wont do hahaa maybe i really change le... sometime really will go do but without feel de lol... do le much more no mood.... i noe my wife noe wat i talking about heehe^^... than leh i just wan give her happy lol.. so love is easy try to tell each other noe each other no sceret when got problem tell out... if not like my heart ah keep think no tell heart not feel well de like zuo kui xin shi leh o... @^^@ :p red le face hahaha but le i only noe i damn damn love her le... she love me how deep but i sure noe i more deep than her lol... this is can fa shi de lol.... hmmmm if not my heart wont worry her like hell miss like hell love like hell all sure is about hell cause i really love her huhuhuhu mummy i sososososososososoosossoosososososososoososososoososososososososoosososososososososossoso love u^^ muakssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss

the love i do 1.30 de hehehe so hard to do hahaha^^

its alot of problem been happen about x haiz... but leh now i have been settle and tell my wife le.... she also listen to me i glad she do tat on me let me tell all feeling out but tat time i plan dont tell her anything de... but heart keep say eh u dont like this k u love her should tell her everything summore u promise her lol... than i call her tell everything out firstly i tot she will angry or wat de lol.. but leh she just o em o em em o... i see like this only but i noe her heart keep say stupide ben tan lao gong all tat de... hehehe^^ than leh she write at blog about eye watery i noe is very stupid for loving a girl tat useless but now i can tell everyone i love this girl very sincerly tat is amanda.... hehehe i everytime go class alot person ask about us de lol... so famous like couple superstar hahaha... she go skul also same hahhaha... but today i call her she say she bring the jacket i give it to her de.... bring to skul but my heart fell so warm tat time hahaha... than i tot she didnt go skul lol.. or fall sleep when before going out to skul lol.. hahaha than leh i slowly feel eh she reach home le than see my sms wan reply liao de... than i fall asleep again see i so piggy hahaa... than 2 some i wake le sms her and call her lol... yesterday we think back last time how we meet all tat... hahaha is so funny and wonderful memory hahaa... until now we couple 79days le.... mean 2month and 19days le lol... hahhaa see i remember it hahaha.... :P but leh last time she talk to herself all the question but i can tell her i sure will show u wat is the answer with just like the love i make for u.... i create ownself yesterday i draw and colour around 100 love lol... than i sleep tat time dream about this love now i make it out hehehe... 100% same hahaha... mummy never think about it leh is a most special love i make for u de.. i post to blog, tagged, friendster, and facebook hehhee... all i post hehee.. but ur love i cant do it... keep more the heart zero letter ahhaha... sorry o... i will try my best next time de hehee^^ but leh this time i wont tell u i write blog i wan u go see urself le :P hehehe see how noty am i hhahhaha^^ k la baby i noe u exam le hehee.. +u o daddy sleep tat time heart also wi support u de hehe... i dream dao u exam sleep la... say teacher bad thing la all tat de... hahha^^ all i noe le but didnt tell hahha... and than today u say got see tat guy at stair there my heart so worry about it lol. haizzzzz u keep say nothing la also biasa all tat but klang for me is danger place tats why my heart keep worry and worry huhuhuhu but leh heart love u will deep and deep more is X2 de leh ahhaa.... lucky not X10 if not ah i everyday will go ur house see u le hahahha... but yesterday i cant sleep miss ur voice hahaha... until 4.30 i saw ur sms i noe u will wake study so dont disturb u le hehehe.. wan u study hard but i noe u very miss me hahaha^^ so bad heart hahaha... muaksssss so today i will call u o heheh^^ k lah say until here next time continue muakssss love u baby gambateh o^^ love power always be with u^^

just come back sending mom go airport

i wake up at 4++ cause mom wan go trip le... but tat time i also dont know where she go hahaha^^ yesterday i chat with mummy using 017 hahha so funny cause i change sim card to sony ericsson phone than how i noe no have line than i keep call and send sms to my 016 hahha than send dao le than i keep say pls must have line pls i bag u pls cause i miss mummy i worry her if u got line i top up another 10 for u or u keep support u than i dont noe why i will keep say pls pls pls like praying the phone lol... hahha than i call again can ehhhh can le wow... hahaha but chat haven 1 min the phone no line again than i keep say pls la just have one min how can ask me support u leh so must call until mummy sleep ma... i talk until like talking with my own son =="' hahha 38 haahah than call until 3 some mummy so happy le daddy more happy but heart got a bit suan cause mummy work so many days and so many hour huhuhu than i keep think if i beside her sure damn good can treat her fully good and nice.... but today she wake up say she still not trust our love.. tat time i really got a bit sad lol... than i keep think where i do wrong izzit i add girls as fren make her no safety??? or izzit i give her love not enough... or my movement not enough than i keep think and think no ah no thing do wrong and i give her alot love... than i keep think izzit not enough to see each other or wat??? but never mind i still tell mummy inside phone... hehee^^ than she say o.... sorry all tat to me... but tat time i can say i truely love her if got 10000% love i rather choose unlimited lol.... cause i love her until too deep deep until more than my x alot alot alot.... than she ask me why she so love me... than i say cause u love my heart... she say i tot u will say love ur money than i keep say her inside my heart ben tan sha gua chun tan... :P than i say hmmm lets play her hahaa... act angry :P than i ask her back u love my money or wat tell now faster... than she keep say if i love ur money wont heart pain worry all tat hahaa^^ so happy hehee... but mummy more serious than me leh ahhaa... unbelieveble :P hahaha... but i gan tong until tear out le hehehe.... i can say i from small til now only cry 3 time one is my grandmom second is my true father third is my x... than i no more but 4th is cry for a dream about my mummy give oil hit all tat... i cry until very cham in dream than whole body sweat cause dream she bleed all tat than hug her go hospital when i wake i saw her sms is same thing give old hit whole hand red leg also... than i just brush bath 3 min than straight way wan go her house than i bath half sms all tat than she keep say is ok nothing big deal all tat... than i still not an xin hehee.... but see she laugh i also an xin a bit lol.. hahhaa... so i can say she is the girl only a wife only forever tat is my amanda aw my sweet baby...^^ muakssssss love u baby^^ i love u so much i truely love ur heart got anything feel our love problem tell me we together soft it k^^ daddy always is daddy tat only love u.... turtle muakssssss^^

yesterday mid night my first time haahha^^13/10/09 4.41pm

yesterday night i suddenly no mood dont noe is jealous or wat...... or bored until no mood also dont noe..... hahaha but tat time i call mummy say i dont have mood dont noe why and here raining all tat..... than i suddenly need she hug me in real so i try ask her can go her house all tat... than i so scare she cant all tat lol... summore scare her dad and mom scold or slap her... haizzz... than i keep ask and ask she say ermmmm ok.... than i ask again... she say can.... than i feel wierd izzit cant if not i dont wan force her le lol.. than i ask do u wan see me or not first... if yes i go find u tat time around 3.13am lol than i scare her sleep or wat... but summore scare she tired blur blur jor my mind hahaa... than i reach her house around 34min only... cause drive quit fast yi sia de hahaa... 80-124 speed hahhaa... than summore raining hahaa... when i call her say i will drive slow than she say HAR... drive slow ah later one hour leh... can fast a bit than i say okay la fast... than she faster say dont drive until 200++ k..... just mudiem hahaa..... than i keep say ok ok ok... than i add speed hahaa.... until 80-90+ than i call her again lao po can drive until 120 ah cause slow lol... than she say ok ok but becareful k... than i say ok lol hahaha... than reach her house le call her.... than i tell myself first time like this mid night meet lover like not kuang ming zhen ta summore like thief ahhaha... than i at call laugh out abit than the guard keep look at my car... tat time i also forget my mirror didnt close.. than i say GOSH.... guard hear i laugh xia xiu liao this time hahaa... but still open mirror wait her come out... than around 5 min some... she reach le than sit car... tat time i hug her... and kiss her... that time i really feel an xin and happy abit but dont noe why every time see her or talk with her heart will beat very fast... but like she say beating for me de hehehe... than she keep touch and hear my heart hahaa... tat time i hug her tight more... than i think like this hug a bit hard.... than i think hug her and pull down the chair without telling her.... hahaha than i pull tat time she first word is AHHHHHHH...... xia si ren liao la.... 38 de... than i keep look at here... say like this only nice ma... than i change my place to pessenger place... hug her...hehehe... cause tat time got thing block it... feel unconfortable hhaha... so change it than like this more feel near to her more an xin... but my heart beat xia dao kuai stop liao lol... hahaha... mean beating until much more faster than last time hhahah... than i hug her... keep change position haha..... first postion i lay her upper cause she told me before wan hug me face to face and near more.... than i give her feel it but didnt tell her la... hahaha until change position agan... she at upper haha... than i hug her until wan sleep jor lol really so su fu and nice lol hahaa... than tat time got something tat cannot tell... but is mummy first time i also first time de... but not sex k dont think too far... just normal thing with sweet and shy hahaa... than i keep look at her... she look at me that time i noe she very red jor her face... than i open light and see hahha... cause wan see how red le ma ahhaa.. than red until two red egg leh.. so cute....than i look at her again... she keep dont noe wan do wat thing look left and right ahhaa... than i kiss her again... she look at me hahaa... than i hug her... than smell her jacket tat i give it to her de... smell great... and her hair also tat time she say haven wash hair all tat.... but i wont mind hahaha.... than until 4.56am she go back her house tat time my heart really happy back le... but tat time mummy shy until dont noe wan say or do wat le lol.... hahah so cute and i so love her... hahaha.... and she go back i also drive go back... until she sms me say her room door stuck cant open tat time i drive 40++ also wanna reach jusco jor... than faster slow more unitl 10-25 lol... cause see she need help or not.. but tat time she say open the door until hand also red... than i heart pain le lol.. than u-turn back her house again... than she say no need help than i stop at half road until she say open the door jor... than she say use oil open de... than i only an xin go back home hhahaha... than the way going back home call her... chat for while than until wanna reach home sms lol... sms until 6++ than we keep refrash back just now de memory hehe... until now also same ahhaa.... so good and nice memory... mummy keep say come out from jail than freedom jor... than summore wan go back jail again... like thief ahhaa.... than sms until she sleep i only sleep ahaha... than until 11++ wake she also but 11.40+ sum only sms tell me she wake... cause tat time i wanna go back kl..... stay lol... cause tomorrow need study today skip the class hehehe.. first time ahhaa....than chat until reach jusco .... i fall a sleep until reach klang....bus station i only wake hahaa.. than at heart say omg forget reply jor hahhaa.. than reply her lol... hehee than until 4.38 pm we still sms haha... but we both look like ghost cause didnt sleep... but my pimple come out 3 le huhuhu... more pimple cham jor not leng cai more like ah pek huhuhu......
but got mummy kiss can de la... bling bling hahaa....i always love her.. we meet each time dayning is morning.. noon... and mid night... just less one tat is night hahaa..... k la say until here...
i just wanna tell mummy i very thanks for ur nice medicine make me well got mood back all tat... hahaa muaksssssss.... love u

alot thing have happen haizzz....

this week i just noe is alot thing happen with her house problem... cause she veery need help... i only can is make her laugh... haizz... yesterday mom just talk to me... if u go bank in with tat cek... sure will give police bla bla bla... than i wan trust her and wan help her... mom keep wan me accept some stupid rules.. and contract... haiz..... i just gonna blow off my head... but mummy call me stop thinking but i cant... lol than i try think should i borrow money from fren... but who got tat much money... than i call to grandfather there ask for it... than grandfather keep say this and tat haiz.. pek cek lol... so hate all of them keep ask why wat how mean... haiz.... than mummy give oil poul dao and give leaf scrach dao.. all this make me more worry... argggggggggggg..... why god wan like this treat her... i everyday just wish she have a nice life for her... if wan or choose i rather choose and use my life to exchange her new life lol... cause i only got one life... is very expensive love for her.... i wan give her all the fade.... all the meaning memory all the time just give it to her... haiz.... say also not use wont come true also.... haizzz.... she cry i only can make her happy back... she sad i only can is pei her... all at sms and call... a real meet also dont have.... arggggggggggg i noe she really need tat thing... but i dont noe mom when find lawyer to control my money way haiz.... life life life..... haiz...... i rather give up everything and just leave with her together to a peace place.... no one noe us no stress no thing happen with us... dont bother family problem... from zero start.... haiz.... i really hope have a fine day for us.... i dont wan see she cry again... i dont wan see she sad... why why why why...... got anyone help her... my frens???? my family??? my future??? haizzzzz......

the nice and pain memory

alot days hv been past... alot thing hv been happen with both of us.... monday tat time i so rush to go her skul fetch her cause i have been late for it... and i scare she hungry.... cause she hv gastric.... when i reach there i very hurry walk go in her skul... i didnt care just straight go in her skul... but when i just step in i hear someone keep calling ben tan(stupid) cause she always cant call out dear or husband... just noe call kelvin... stupid.... or eh... alot of time she use fren phone call me also same name calling me.... but i still very happy saw her, we have been almost two month didnt see each other.... firstly i wan hug her... but see her face like hungry but happy also... so i drive go jj shopping centre... cause i ask her are u hungry... than she say wait until damn hungry jor lol... she got a bit angry and a bit blur lol cause like dont noe wan do wat hahaha...


second days... tuesday..... we both sms but i noe we both love have been deep alot... sometime she will play with me... say dont love me le ah all tat... until behind sure say kelvin... cause tat time she act like very serious so i dont noe is true or fake de... than i ask who kelvin say true tat time my heart really a bit angry ehhee cause keep say which kelvin so dare love my girl somemore make she change heart... than she say tan chin hock..... tat time i only noe is play me... cause we sms so cant feel the reaction is how lol... hehehe.... see how naughty my gf hehehe...


wednesday night.... her mom with my gf go grand mom house to move house.... tat day is my most heart pain in my life.... feel crying lol... let me wan faster go help her... dont care sit bus or taxi lol... cause tat time no car lol.... u noe why i pain until like this.... saw my lover carry a gas tang somemore is full.... is very heavy 15kg i think... alone carry somemore house thing all heavy thing let her carry... need climb up and down 4th floor haiz.... T.T until she keep sms me.... i only can do is sayang her.... i laugh cause i really pain... and sad.... i dont noe wat i still can help... a bf only can is keep quite keep sms... not beside her helpping her... :( until she go eat... and somemore eat spicy thing cause all the stock there only got is all spicy food... i worry her gasstric again or stomach pain again... but i noe she sure very hungry for carry alot heavy thing.... so just let her eat and ask her drink water lol... than she really tired le... so we sms until 1 some she have fall a sleep... but i cant sleep tat time cause heart still pain... so only can i grap my heart imagine help her masssage lol... all this wat i can only do for her^^

today we still the same sms... but today i wan call her de... than she say tired jor.. so let her sleep lol.. hehhee until now me haven sleep cause miss her and grap my heart hug her sleep hehhe^^