today i suddenly so miss him (no mood)

sorry baby today i no mood talking with u.... and didnt tell u wat happen on me.... cause i every time think about him i will turn like this.... this is first time u see me like this.... but futher more u will noe when i like this le^^

this few days i start miss him.... cause today is he treat me most happy de day tat i never forget, he is the first guy i meet in this world, he care me, worry me even to my mom also, he gave me a necklace tat very meaningfull to me, the necklace always follow me... this is why i always dont wan mention to my wife or from first day til now.... cause when i mention on it.... i will straight crys out.... when he give me this necklace he told me" son, this necklace doesnt mean anything, but i wan u remember it. one days dad not in this world u must take good care about this family is urs family u got responsible to take care. dont give any trouble for them. must learn how to fix it and be a true guy tat using brain." tat time i just a kid tat dont noe wat its mean.... but i how also will remember it a single word tat he tell me.... until pass 3 days.... he really gone forever never come back.... tat time i was pain inside my deep heart.... my true guy in my life have gone..... when the door close up..... i hold his hand once again.... i cant feel any warm from him..... never again..... i really hope he come back and take back his responsible again.... but cant.... this is the true thing tat happen.... until 13 years old i finally noe wat he say to me.... i start work and training by my grandpa.... they teach me alot thing about company system..... i slowly noe and grow alot.... and i got alot thing wanna tell him..... but cant le haizzzzz dad i miss u.... can u come back one again.... i really need u..... T.T

feeling weird

today i wake up and come to work... i call her when i reach shop, she pick up and her voice listen up got sad and feel wanna cry but i dont noe my feeling got wrong or not..... but i can say is i saw her post at fb... than i think again izzit i doing wrong thing again???? haizzzz... baby dear just wan tell u.... i'm always here and always can let u lay on my shoulder forever... i say be4 nothing hide for me.... and cannot keep for urself to know on it... dear is ur husband i wanna u to share anything with me... i noe i some time didnt share on it.... but i can say is i wan noe more than u lol... i wan to know alot thing alot thing from ur truely heart, dear de heart u early noe le.... now is nothing to noe on it... also nothing can say secret between we two ^^ we always is husband and wife..^^ for me is true husband and wife... no imagination de lol...^^ i give u friday memory cause i wan let u noe i at home is always like this de^^ this is my home type feeling when out i'm different again liao de^^ hahahaha why i will bring u go back mom house is wan tell u...^^ u is my wife le...^^ next year is bring u go back my house see all my family again^^ this all the point i wan give u see on it^^ an know on it^^ baby i love u muckssssss^^

my heart T.T=^^

today night i dont noe why,

 my heart got a bit pain,

 maybe i do wrong thing or say wrong thing, 

i really got reply at first only touch com,

but i dont noe why haizzzzz,

suddenly feel wanna cry,

but i cant cause i noe not ur wrong,

i only can is :X this is the way i can do

i'm a male also need self caring about her more,

until behind she tell out her feeling, 

say she need me, 

i love you baby, muckssss^^

sweet sweet day^^

tmr is our sweet sweet day hahaaha i happy til cant sleep...^^ cause we gonna make alot thing even take picture^^ from first place to another place^^ every single we gonna take le lu hahaha^^ but i will post on it everything hahaha^^ dont worry o^^ than we will cook all alot alot thing hahaha.... cant sleep le tooooo HAPPY HAPPY HAHAHAA^^

OUR FIRST ANNIVERSARY 4/8/2010

hey hey hey^^

yesterday is our first anniversary day but we didnt celebrite hahaa but is on friday lol hahhaa cause is she most wanna hv also is forever wanna hv it also hahahah is secret o hahaha cannot tell de hahaha^^ i wan make her tear drop hahaha i prepare very long liao de hahaha but for her maybe is normal gua but also is i first time bring girl go back to mom house normally will bring my x go back to another house and wan take alot picture with her hahhaa^^ dont care go til where all take hahhaa^^ memory for us^^ hahaha another one is cook cook lu i second time cook for my girl eat but is first time cook yi da li mian for her eat hahhaa^^ qi tai leh hahaha....


this word only for u:

baby, dear very thanks for love me tat deep^^ and dear very happy be with u... and is one year le... dear very sorry tat make u worry even make u  tear drop....and dear very happy at this years... u give me alot memory and smile.... i very different than last time le.... alot thing hv change by u.... a guy emo slowly turn out frenly, happy, true lover show up and alot more... u are the first girl make me tear out, gan dong, shy, take picture, blog, kiss at public, alot more..... muckssss baby i sure will marry u as my wife^^ this i can prof on it... cause i same as u.... cant give up u a single thing by u.... u just my angel and another 5 little angel hven born out hahaha^^  alot thing we love is same alot thing we dislike same... alot thing we pass also same... u noe me well i noe u well....we just like each other facing urself infront me and u... baby i love u muckssss and happy anniversary day to u ^^

my baby missing my story hahaha^^

last saturday is a very happy day^^ cause is my baby de canteen day i think so... or is donating carnival  gua.... hahaha

but anyway... i very enjoy on it^^... cause helping them build up the ghost house.... and helping them set rules... but my language just like = =" emo lol... BM leh teruk sangat lol... hahaha but i got ask other person get tips hahaha tolak, tarik, and pukul hahaha smart leh... tat person call sister hahaha... i call and ask for it.... hahaha but hor the most bad thing is the teacher... i wan go find my baby than he come ask me take care all the girls... mr tan = =" than say u are amanda aw bf rite... than i shout back is husband k.... then he say har... o ok... just jaga lah.... i ma "AH AH AH" wu ya fly pass hahaha... than jaga all tat lol helping them lucky last time my skul got this kind of carnival hahaa most sad is cant teman her until night if not sure very happy day^^ 2.30 i got work haizzzz sad ah.... than 1 o'clock i back to work lu.... than sms her all tat hahaha sunday noon... i hear my baby say she wan go her fren bday lu... and she wait til very long le PEK CEK hahaha so i ask her wan go my place (work) than she say ok lu... so fetch her go haahaha.... than we sweet sweet at there my partner nothing to say hahaha cause like halang kita sweet sweet hahaha... than one hour pass one girl come (body glove) say EH WHY U HERE DE???? than my baby say no ah come here teman him loh..... than tat girl ask me(IZZIT UR SIS) i and my baby shout back  IS HUSBAND AND WIFE LOL.... we sweat dao hahaha.... but hor today my baby tell me: dear all my fren say u very good... tat time i just shock only hahaha cause i doing normaly only lu... dont noe where good hahaha i just noe my baby happy tat is most important to me haahah^^ another thing is our anniversary pass le hahaha is 4/8/2010 hahaha ^^ later will post one tell about anniversary o^^ hahaha k la wan write other post le hahaha baby i love u always de o^^