sorry baby today i no mood talking with u.... and didnt tell u wat happen on me.... cause i every time think about him i will turn like this.... this is first time u see me like this.... but futher more u will noe when i like this le^^
this few days i start miss him.... cause today is he treat me most happy de day tat i never forget, he is the first guy i meet in this world, he care me, worry me even to my mom also, he gave me a necklace tat very meaningfull to me, the necklace always follow me... this is why i always dont wan mention to my wife or from first day til now.... cause when i mention on it.... i will straight crys out.... when he give me this necklace he told me" son, this necklace doesnt mean anything, but i wan u remember it. one days dad not in this world u must take good care about this family is urs family u got responsible to take care. dont give any trouble for them. must learn how to fix it and be a true guy tat using brain." tat time i just a kid tat dont noe wat its mean.... but i how also will remember it a single word tat he tell me.... until pass 3 days.... he really gone forever never come back.... tat time i was pain inside my deep heart.... my true guy in my life have gone..... when the door close up..... i hold his hand once again.... i cant feel any warm from him..... never again..... i really hope he come back and take back his responsible again.... but cant.... this is the true thing tat happen.... until 13 years old i finally noe wat he say to me.... i start work and training by my grandpa.... they teach me alot thing about company system..... i slowly noe and grow alot.... and i got alot thing wanna tell him..... but cant le haizzzzz dad i miss u.... can u come back one again.... i really need u..... T.T
