alot thing have happen haizzz....

this week i just noe is alot thing happen with her house problem... cause she veery need help... i only can is make her laugh... haizz... yesterday mom just talk to me... if u go bank in with tat cek... sure will give police bla bla bla... than i wan trust her and wan help her... mom keep wan me accept some stupid rules.. and contract... haiz..... i just gonna blow off my head... but mummy call me stop thinking but i cant... lol than i try think should i borrow money from fren... but who got tat much money... than i call to grandfather there ask for it... than grandfather keep say this and tat haiz.. pek cek lol... so hate all of them keep ask why wat how mean... haiz.... than mummy give oil poul dao and give leaf scrach dao.. all this make me more worry... argggggggggggg..... why god wan like this treat her... i everyday just wish she have a nice life for her... if wan or choose i rather choose and use my life to exchange her new life lol... cause i only got one life... is very expensive love for her.... i wan give her all the fade.... all the meaning memory all the time just give it to her... haiz.... say also not use wont come true also.... haizzz.... she cry i only can make her happy back... she sad i only can is pei her... all at sms and call... a real meet also dont have.... arggggggggggg i noe she really need tat thing... but i dont noe mom when find lawyer to control my money way haiz.... life life life..... haiz...... i rather give up everything and just leave with her together to a peace place.... no one noe us no stress no thing happen with us... dont bother family problem... from zero start.... haiz.... i really hope have a fine day for us.... i dont wan see she cry again... i dont wan see she sad... why why why why...... got anyone help her... my frens???? my family??? my future??? haizzzzz......