today morning

today i wait for her calling... at 5 am i really wan tell her wat i thinking wat i will like this all tat lol.... but haizz.... nothing le.... today i whole day no mood lol. til now.... haiz... but she call i keep make me like nothing happen... cause i also dont wan love change it lol.... and i today morning talk with her just no mood and dont noe wan talk bout wat.... so my sound act like sleepy lol... than she end up the call... my tear down le.... i feel so sorry to her.... but say hurt maybe got... or maybe no... i just noe my mind from yesterday til now or maybe tmr will keep think on it....i really wan shout out lol... just haizzz... forget it.... tmr is she come back tat time le... so hope monday can see her.... can hug her... i sure tahan my tear dont let it down... if u all wan ask what happen or wat better down ask.... this thing make me feel upsad and down for my love... but i noe i very love her... and this time is i lie her for my first time.... first time lie til 4 time at one day i really not a good bf..... haiz.zzzzzz.... just hope tmr she back with happy.... mummy u dont tear down lol is i wrong first de.... sorry